Hello, mabuhay! Nothing new this week so here’s another Sunday Currently.

CURRENTLY

(Still) Reading
A Little Life. Last 100 pages, finally.

If you’ve read my last entry, you’ll know how frustrated I am with that book. A Little Life started out really good but it just kept on getting worse through time. Bad stuff keeps on happening and I can’t take it – for the life of me. Quoting a comment I read on Tiktok, “It’s a good book but it didn’t make my life any better. I’m sure it only made it worse.” Haha. It’s that heavy.

Here are also the trigger warnings for a heads up. Someone even told me, “I’m sorry you had to go through that” when I ranted on IG. I’m like.. Bestie… it’s my choice. I am at fault, please don’t be sorry.

My only flex is that I’m a hundred pages left and not a tear has been shed (yet). Is this another “if you tell me I’m gonna cry, I won’t cry” book? Kasi swear, if you watch reviews on TikTok or YouTube, people are SOBBING. Or maybe I really am just heartless at this point, I don’t know.

Watching
Back to watching B99! It’s been a while since I’ve last watched it and thought I’d give it a try, just to ease my thoughts out a bit. It worked naman.

Here are also some of my unfinished TV series:

• BTS Bon Voyage Season 2
• Hometown Cha Cha Cha – suuuper cute!! I stopped watching muna on Episode 2 and will continue it once there are 7 or 8 episodes na para ‘di ako mabitin.
• Healer

Listening
To my clock ticking.

Thinking
About what time I’ll be able to sleep tonight. The earliest I’ve slept for the past few weeks is 4 am and that was yesterday.

Wishing
My best friend a happy birthday! I know he’s reading this cause he always visits my blog. Kilig! Grateful for our friendship. Alam mo ‘yan.

It’s also Namjoon of BTS’ birthday!! Happy Birthday, Joonie!

Hoping
To do solo travel again this year. Or maybe skydiving. Pero syempre, let’s hope for COVID to be gone muna. Jusko.

Wearing
A Barbie shirt and my old gym leggings.

Loving
My cookie monster PJ set!! It’s super comfy and I’d wear it every day if I could.

Wanting
to finish A Little Life as soon as possible because I just.. really wanna start over. I want a light and happy book! Please suggest some book recommendations!

Needing
My alone time. I mean, even though I’m not talking to anyone these days – tamang update lang with fam – feeling ko, there’s still something missing.

Parang gusto ko ulit mag-soul searching at mag-solo travel like what I did two years ago nung malungkot ako. Ems. Dami ka pera, teh? It’s not déjà vu. Naghahanap lang talaga ako ng excuse para marationalize ‘yung gastos ko.

Naalala ko tuloy ‘yung super tagal ko nang craving for paella pero ‘di ako umoorder. Ang mahal kasi dun sa restaurant na gusto ko besh! Eh sakto nag-birthday ‘yung friend ko this week, inorderan ko nga.. Haha! Kala nila birthday handa ko ‘yun for him pero ‘yung totoo, inorder ko talaga ‘yun mostly for myself. Nyahah

Feeling
Okay. I’m not sad today but I’m not happy rin. Just.. okay. My mind is at peace, and slowly, it’s like the universe is telling me that the right decision has been made.

Walang iiyak in a few months na may halong pagsisisi ah? Nakakaloka kasi lately parang history repeats itself eh. Kapagod. 😅 Oh well, that’s it for this week’s entry. Hoping for a better week ahead!! Stay safe everyone!

Love, Amielle

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